Criminalized feelings

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We all are people with different emotions expressions and with feelings in general. Me for example i am a very closed person, i do not trust people, i have hatred feelings for people. I have feelings for children (Its also a reason why i have put myself in a institution to live save. So many people have a negative view on people that has feelings for children. And yes that is not weird at all if you see how many people come in to the news when they have hurt children. I do separate myself from them, my definition of my feelings is never harm children. People who do harm children have not the same feelings for them like i am. Child abuse is always disgusting and it make me angry when people come in to the news and i must take responsibility for it. Those feelings for children are related to me personally, because of my childhood and my abusive (psychically) parents and other adults. Me and the people came in the news are a huge different with me as a person. Never think we are all the same, because we are not. My feelings for children are a responsibility to protect them and to support all children in need. In short words i am a activist for all children on earth to hope they are happy and living a good and safe life. I am (a) sexual, platonic love, person. My intentions are different then for many others. I hope you learn something from and think about it.

I am not them, and they are not me.

Discussions about pedophilia are highly taboo do you have or experience any problems with this then i can lead you to professionals. Because its important you are safe and others are safe.

Living in a institution

Yes me, with all my problems lives in a protected environment read my short story From my birth till now i have many problems but i am not afraid to show myself. My real father was gone when i am was 4 years old my mother was a woman with lots of problems and lot of alcohol abuse. From 8 til 10 in a child institution from 11 til 20 in a child institution. After my age of 20 have done things that i want to forget fast, with a alcohol problem and social problems i have putting myself in a very dangerous environment. Depression PTSD/PTSS and hypochondriac obsessive problems my world was terrible. 10 years of alcohol abuse has complete destroys me in many forms. in 2016 i had to go to a alcohol clinic where i was for 6 months and yes i do not drink anymore! End 2016 i have put myself free in to a institution for adults and i feel fine where i am. I am not stupid or crazy, i am only myself with my thoughts and opinions. My attraction to children was for a time a huge problem (not in a sexual way) but to be accepted who i am, and with the statement i never have and will have the intention to harm children NEVER! its a part of my life, its a part that is created by the environment in my life. I am open minded and that has created lot of problems for me, but this is who i am with anti depression medication and sleeping medication for my sleeping problems. I am not unhappy with the thoughts so many children living in a terrible world where they are harmed by their environment. I am just a person just like you, but i am different and glad i am.

My short story

Most people that has read here, knows about my feelings for children. And this are not feelings like sexual only, its so much more then most people think and read in our most trusted judging media. My life? An alcoholic abusive family that put me away in child institutions, psychically abuse, the worst kind of family you can even imagine. 15 years in a institution and still are! In 2008 my activism put me in a dark and dark book that you can not also imagine. Put myself in the line to try others understand certain feelings, but its not easy to stand in-line where others abusing children in the matter i always have take distance from it. My intentions are separate feelings and deeds, real feelings for children includes never abuse them, never harm them, and try to protect them, that is my definition of my feelings. But so many people coming in to the news and are classified with this feelings that has nothing to do with my definition of feelings. And every time i feel the responsibility to correct it, i am not them, i do or have never think about that kind of things. The problem is if one hooligan is violence then all others are also. There is no more separation, we all get labeled and we all must suffer from others deeds. Still now after 15 years of alcohol abuse and scars from trowing away outside the society, i still see how many children are being abused in many forms! How they become the future slave of this capitalistic system. Me i can do nothing anymore then only write about it. It has broke me, it has damage me, but i never stop feeling for the ones they deserved to feel. I have not the intention to write about it, but sometimes i need to, and think i am more then only that, read my blog, read read and you will see i am not that person that media tells you. My mission will never change, to be there for all children, to give them a happy life, to let them know how this world works. And all people that abuse children must be terminated, because i am not them and they are not me!

If you have questions do not shame to ask them.

Stop hunting people

Discussions about pedophilia are highly taboo do you have or experience any problems with this then i can lead you to professionals. Because its important you are safe and others are safe.

Lets starts with the fact society has a obsession with pedophilia yes its very wrong to abuse children in anyway our in any form. People has to stop for playing judge, you are not the law, you are not the person to do this kind of things. Playing as a minor is not done either! So in theory the person who thinks you are a minor has no specific done anything that is forbidden by law. People with feelings for children are not all animals or criminal or anything else. People who do terrible things to children are not pedophiles at all, and most pedophiles has not the intention to hurt children. Society made it very difficult for people with feelings for children, its better that they have help instead of a witch hunt, that do not solve anything then creating violence. If you want something to do for children then think about what you can do to make it a better place for them in line of the law. So as i am already has told in a earlier article, people are blaming everyone and call everyone pedophiles what is in my definition not a pedophile. If you want a better world, then start with your self! I do not accept hunting people, i do never accept that others playing judge.

Who the fuck is QAnon?

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So let me say this first: Who the fuck are they? Never have heard of them since exactly now. Most things they say are things i am already saying since i can think and eat on my own. We already know that media is a hoax and that they are a massive danger to us all, except the rich that controls them. But even for me there is a line: Pedophiles, satanic rituals, its sound to me to a sect that are convinced that all bad things happens is because of the rich and its corrupt system. I can rely on that, but i can not accept the fact that pedophiles are being targeted, by this group. My experience is not what they say, corruption, the covid19 hoax i can agree that there is something going on. Because of my experience with pedophilia i can say that lot of people have trouble with them self. I have already told that in a early post here Society has a obsession with pedophilia

I am not here to promote anything, but i want that everything we experience in life is debatable no hidden group status, no hidden secrets, no labels. Not every dog bite, not every pedophile molest children and people who do, are not pedophiles. The system we live in is a terrible one, so i have some points where i do agree with QAnon, but i do not agree with all of them. Every human is a human, who has troubles need help, who are stepping over the law needs to be punished.

Lets say i will continue following this ‘movement’ and no i do not support trump. Because i hate the United States.

Discussions about pedophilia are highly taboo do you have or experience any problems with this then i can lead you to professionals. Because its important you are safe and others are safe.

Society has a obsession with pedophilia

I am writing and make videos that has some content that viewers and readers might trigger. I want to help you if you have problems with yourself our your feelings.

Discussions about pedophilia are highly taboo do you have or experience any problems with this then i can lead you to professionals. Because its important you are safe and others are safe.

Its not new, but society blames and accusing everyone and everything they can for pedophilia. The word is that Covid19 and Pedophilia are related and bound as one problem. Politicians are pedophiles, they think and blame it all on pedophiles. This obsession for pedophilia is not new and is already going on since the uprising of the internet.

But let me take things clear: Most pedophiles are not abusing children, its mostly a father a uncle, or nephew, or sister or the mother or a grandma or a good friend of the family. And when they come in the news they are labeled as pedophiles. So what we do exactly is criminalize pedophilia (This definition) has nothing to do with most child abusers that rape and killing children. Please keep in mind that pedophiles looking for help to deal with them self, so it will not help if you criminalize a term that does not fit for many people that abuse children.

Abuse: is always target on the weak and on a sadistic way. This has nothing to do with the definition people use, these are wrong terms. Because most pedophiles want help and never have the intention to harm children, those who do harm children are not pedophiles.

Discussions about pedophilia are highly taboo do you have or experience any problems with this then i can lead you to professionals. Because its important you are safe and others are safe.