I do not accept when you pressure me to accept

You may not ask to be accepted, you will be accept when you do normal about it. Its a social media thing asking for acceptation for Trans genders or LHTBI in general. Why do you ask me that, why are you so different then other humans? We all are humans with all different feelings or standard feelings. Some feelings might be wrong and some feelings are a little bit crazy, but that is to be human, you can not ask someone to accept you who you are. I hate it when i see it when it is trendy on Twitter for example. If you continue to see yourself as the weaker people, people will always put you in the corner with the other ‘minorities’ you lower yourself to ask for acceptation. Its the same of the black communities as well, you can not put racist on every white peoples head. As always there is always on source that keep this theme alive MEDIA yep they like to create fights in societies they do look like it if there is a race war going on, they do want you to think there is a massive racist problem, all things you hear are mostly created public opinions by media. Never take anything for true see around, look everywhere and the problem is not that big.

Think for your self.

Living in a institution

Yes me, with all my problems lives in a protected environment read my short story From my birth till now i have many problems but i am not afraid to show myself. My real father was gone when i am was 4 years old my mother was a woman with lots of problems and lot of alcohol abuse. From 8 til 10 in a child institution from 11 til 20 in a child institution. After my age of 20 have done things that i want to forget fast, with a alcohol problem and social problems i have putting myself in a very dangerous environment. Depression PTSD/PTSS and hypochondriac obsessive problems my world was terrible. 10 years of alcohol abuse has complete destroys me in many forms. in 2016 i had to go to a alcohol clinic where i was for 6 months and yes i do not drink anymore! End 2016 i have put myself free in to a institution for adults and i feel fine where i am. I am not stupid or crazy, i am only myself with my thoughts and opinions. My attraction to children was for a time a huge problem (not in a sexual way) but to be accepted who i am, and with the statement i never have and will have the intention to harm children NEVER! its a part of my life, its a part that is created by the environment in my life. I am open minded and that has created lot of problems for me, but this is who i am with anti depression medication and sleeping medication for my sleeping problems. I am not unhappy with the thoughts so many children living in a terrible world where they are harmed by their environment. I am just a person just like you, but i am different and glad i am.

An end means a new beginning

Responsibility, feelings, worries are coming together end of 2010 for someone that i find special. She was just 10 years old and we had very difficulty to understand each other, that does not mean there wasn’t a connection, because there was a such huge connection. Let me clear things out, i traveled a lot between 2009/2015 and have connect with lot of people young and old, but this girl spring the most out of it. She was different, and i do recognize that because i am also different. We had contact on a weird way, still it was fun but the family was not that good as for most children in that country. After a few days she was gone and till now i know that this story is over, because she did not want contact with me (last week), 10 years later, much has changed, she is changed, the world has changed, so who know what others are telling to her about this controversial ‘friendship’ 10 years of worries, feelings, and the responsibility that she is happy and healthy. But that has ended today, she is grown up and make their own decisions and i do respect that. We can talk and thinking why, but that is not important anymore, what is done is done, still she have always a place, but the worries are gone and this book is finally closed. Sad? Yes, but this is life, all story’s need a end to begin new stories.

Love is terrible and beautiful at the same time

Love is a powerful emotion and feeling that drain your energy out of you. Me personal when i am in love it will never be over, i have not learn to close the book, if you al understand what i am trying to tell. Love is something that has not always to do with sexuality, its not the same, its different. I have problems with forbidden love, with one side way love, and its frustrating i can not get over it. So love is for me at the moment really frustrating, because why do i think about a girl from 10 years ago? Why do i want if she still remembers me? It goes deeper, with girlfriends from my childhood, i never seem to able to close the book, still feel so much love that it hurts, because i know she does not has the same feeling anymore. Love can be beautiful when you are at the same line, but when it ends the love does not disappear it always still there. So what is the solution? I am afraid there is no one.

Ont thing for sure love for someone can ‘t get away, it will be always part of you.

Knowing the definition about we judge

Are you crazy when you think different then others? Are you lazy when you do not follow main stream media? Thinking is free and unlimited. Yes there are good and bad thoughts but that is not different then others. Everyone has bad and good thoughts, and sometimes the free open minded people say it out loud. And that fears lot of people. We living in a predicted society where everything must be the same to live a life. All others that thinking different and out of line are a danger to there predicted environment.

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Definitions are being manipulated by media and social media. We judge without knowing the definition about we judge. The problem is society in general, you want to read what you looking for to read.

So: is racism per definition violent?

So: Is denying the Holocaust wrong?

So: Are pedophiles automatic child abusers?

So: Make a political view you bad or wrong?