Living in a institution

Yes me, with all my problems lives in a protected environment read my short story From my birth till now i have many problems but i am not afraid to show myself. My real father was gone when i am was 4 years old my mother was a woman with lots of problems and lot of alcohol abuse. From 8 til 10 in a child institution from 11 til 20 in a child institution. After my age of 20 have done things that i want to forget fast, with a alcohol problem and social problems i have putting myself in a very dangerous environment. Depression PTSD/PTSS and hypochondriac obsessive problems my world was terrible. 10 years of alcohol abuse has complete destroys me in many forms. in 2016 i had to go to a alcohol clinic where i was for 6 months and yes i do not drink anymore! End 2016 i have put myself free in to a institution for adults and i feel fine where i am. I am not stupid or crazy, i am only myself with my thoughts and opinions. My attraction to children was for a time a huge problem (not in a sexual way) but to be accepted who i am, and with the statement i never have and will have the intention to harm children NEVER! its a part of my life, its a part that is created by the environment in my life. I am open minded and that has created lot of problems for me, but this is who i am with anti depression medication and sleeping medication for my sleeping problems. I am not unhappy with the thoughts so many children living in a terrible world where they are harmed by their environment. I am just a person just like you, but i am different and glad i am.

The system has you

The system, created by the riches and politics. The system is there to control everything you do and what you think about to do. You have no choice in this world to follow it. Now with Covid i am seeing wide spread of fear and misinformation and censoring on big tech platforms. It is not new for me, i have always know that this world is a control system, and every time it takes step closer to there perfect world where we all are slaves of its capitalistic system. The free thinking and the critical people are being censored or removed in some country’s. Censoring now take place everywhere and media are still continuing spreading fear and distraction. I can do nothing, i am not rich, i have no status, and even presidents can be banned from big tech platforms. So i can only write about it, and look this chaos from a distance. It can be reset trough war or a new ice age. For now we can only watch and see how media en the rich and politics are destroying us. That is the realistic truth.

There are no better humans then humans

As humans we are all equals. Some has the brains and others not. Its not important to perform, to be the best in what you want to do. Its important that you have respect for each other no matter the position others have. Every human is unique with talents and desires. We all have basic feelings that are not different then others feelings. Disrespect and making people weak is a terrible aspect of capitalism. If there is no respect then there is no possible way to connect and see each other as equal. If you are handicapped or have psychically problems then still you are equal to others, there can not be room for i am a better human then you, that is not the way i want to see it, and will never accept this. We living in a terrible system that makes us weak and lazy and dump, still that does not mean i do not respect you, but i am trying to break the ice here. We are all humans that makes mistakes, we are not perfect, we all have kind of problems. There is no definition of normal, or crazy, or stupid. Stop let them telling you that you are weak, or dump or stupid. You are human and in a system like we live in, its difficult to explain it to others. Never let people walk over you, never be afraid to tell your truth.

Think different, think free!

We are with many so we are powerful

2020: Covid, Black lives Matter, hysterical actions, lockdowns, the new world order. Countless things we have to talk about now in 2021. Mass media create so many problems that so much people can not see that they are the problem of a society. So many people are relying on governments and media, the critical people are hidden and need research to find them. Research every source, our problem mass media shows you. In the Netherlands we have a tradition with fireworks in 2020 they have forbid fireworks, but the people have show that they love their traditions and now we must take the control. Scientist and lot of doctors are complaining that governments not listen to simple solutions about the covid virus. Vitamin D and Zink for example has proved and created great results against Covid. Like again the mass media ignore this, and only indoctrinate about the vaccines. We are with many, we are everywhere we need to research every source, there are many source’s where you can find realistic and common solutions for problems in a society. You must always remember that where you read your news they are written because you want to read them. Please aware that media is a huge mind controlling system that are always connected with governments.

The new word is: research!

The hypocrisy of Christmas

You know as an atheist i do not care about those holidays but i can say something about it. In early years like the 90s Christmas was an more non commercial event, with the uprising off internet and the step to total capitalism, those days are gone. Now its all about eating, seeing family, being nice, helpfully to others. You know i am angry! In many countries there is war, children are being traumatized and brainwashed by religion. In Europe we have a hidden slavery system invented by capitalism. People are behaving like sheep’s, behaving fake, behaving like the system wants. I see the lies of religion and capitalism, it makes everything far more worse, and we keep going and we keep going. Fiction is what people rely on, people rely on the public opinion and forget to think for them self’s. Children are being drilled to be the future slave of this capitalistic system every day a child’s school day is hard abuse, and indoctrination of children pure minds. War War War countless wars in name of religion. When do it stop? When do we realize we have to do something 365 days a year? Stop celebrating fiction, stop the hoax religion, be friendly, be helpfully always every day.

So that is what i want to say.

Stichting Artsen Voor Waarheid

This is a dutch article translation can be founded at the bottom of this page.

Ik wil me best graag verdiepen in zaken en zeker als het gaat om onze gezondheid. Weet je wat het lastige is? Wat is nou wel waar en wat is nou niet waar? Het klinkt allemaal heel beangstigend wat Elke de Klerk (Huisarts) allemaal verkondigt. Natuurlijk zijn deze theorieën bij mij bekend zie even onderstaande Youtube uitleg van Elke de Klerk. De video kan verwijdert worden door Youtube (Ik probeer hem up-to-date te houden) dus voor het geval dat, heb ik hem ook even gedownload.

Ik vind het heel erg ver gaan, en ik weet niet wat ik ervan moet denken. We willen allemaal de keiharde waarheid, we willen allemaal gezond zijn. Maar dit soort informatie doet wel wat met mij, maar geloven kan ik het nooit helemaal zeker doen. Dit is gewoon erg lastig! Natuurlijk leven we in een controle staat/wereld en in een wereld waar alles draait om geld. Gezond verstand in een systeem dat er bij gebaat is de controle te willen hebben, is niet iets waar je zomaar om heen kan gaan. Wat is gezond verstand? Wat nou als ik en de overheid niet gelooft en Elke de Klerk niet? Want geen van beiden zijn in mijn beleving een 100% bewijs van iets dat ik ook graag bewezen wil hebben. Ik ga dit sowieso in de gaten houden, ik hou veel al in de gaten, dus dit kon er ook nog wel bij. Ik ga er dus dit jaar zeker nog op terug komen.

ENG Translation

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I call it mass polarization

The Covid problem world wide, mass hysteria, media hysteria, governments in total chaos. I am very critical about the danger of the Corona virus. I am very critical what happens to reduce the spreading of the Corona virus. Governments and society and media, has handle this situation so badly that people looking and thinking in conspiracy theories. You all will have notice lot of them, they are very logical, but it can never be the truth. If you believe this kind of things its difficult to go back to reality. I call it mass polarization where media has a great deal in it, building two camps, feeding what people want to hear. Now we came to vaccination, people believe they will lose freedom because a vaccination proof will be required in certain ways like government institutions, and all big places where people come to together. Its terrible to see how people made them self crazy with unthinkable unrealistic thoughts. Vaccination proof is not new to enter (For example) some country’s, its not new. People are so obsessed with conspiracy theories that others never can break, there is no opening with those people.

1: WHO tells about virus

2: Governments and health institutions are in total chaos

3: Media feed peoples fear and creating mass polarization

4: So much room to create tons of conspiracy theories

5: The end is near (soon we all get rid off Covid) and all things are going before Covid.

6: Book closed for the most people

Suicidal child (8) years old boy

Just let me start why this kind of things interest me. I have a child institution history have been there for almost 15 years. Abusive parents, alcohol problems, and countless more problems you do not want to know. I have learned so much about children and myself. When i was 18 i had many children as friend most had very difficult behaviors, aggressive children, lonely children, and children with uncommon behaviors in general.

Just today i read a story about a boy that wants to be dead and is growing to a way nobody can help him anymore. More then 40 people specialized in this kind of things has no idea to help him, parents are desperate because this is destroying the boy psychically, and his behaving is getting worse and worse. And yes money is the issue its not new, its frustrating. I have not all the wisdom, but i certainly have the ability to understand difficult children, its my responsibility (With my feelings in general) To help every child. I know its not going to happen, but if they ask me, i do not think twice.

Read here with google translate the story: Eng (Story 8 years old boy)

Breaking conspiracy theories: I will take Covid vaccine

Yes me! Because its seems the only solution to go back to normal. After some research i am truly think the vaccine is good to use. No nano electronics in your bodies so governments can follow you. There is no way that governments trying to implant something in us, its all bullshit spread round social media. Yes, i place my thoughts around this whole killer virus, yes media and governments are trying to make us scared for something that is not a killer virus. But if we want do good then i am willing to take the vaccine for others. If you believe its terrible and this virus must be terminated then i am willing to help you and others to take the vaccine. Still i do not trust big company’s, i do not trust governments, but i do trust science. Also it seems if we get a cure for this virus, why not a cure for cancer and HIV? Science has take the first step to wake up and it might be a step to find a cure faster for cancer and all other terrible deceases.

So are you taking the vaccine?

Terrifying abuse case

An 47 years old men (Netherlands) (Aardenburg) has committed terrible things to girls. 10 years of abuse off several children. They where drugged, sold for sex, humiliated and brutally raped. with sleeping pills and drugs and alcohol he committed this terrible things to children. It makes me angry that people can do this such of things, this is sick in the highest degree. 8 years of prison and for life in a system where he can not out easily. Still those life of this children are ruined, no money of therapist can undone this, it will be forever a scar. Why are people doing this things? I do not have the explanation, but we have in this world sick individuals that need to be catch before they commit these crimes against humanity. I am not a judge and i will never will be one, but the real judge will come in prison (its what i am hoping) This kind of things makes me terrible and angry at the same time. I do not accept this, i will never accept this, and i hope the judge and others keep him for ever in his cell, noway out anymore for him.

Source: Google translation (ENG)