brainwashed by religion

Yes a religion post this time!

People and believing in fictional gods and angels and devils. When do you exactly grow up? Lot of people never! They still believing in a sort of religion, and there starts the problem we have world wide. People are desperate to believe this world is created by god in actually 6 days! where he takes on Sunday a day off. People are afraid of death and afraid what happens when they die. There are things in life that are not granted by anyone when you die, you die so simply is that. But lets talk about the brainwashing effect religion has, and how many people are being killed by war, genocide, stolen land, by religion. Countless wars are being battled in history and in fucking even now! It continue, it does not stop. In my point of view religion must be forbidden and all people that don’t want to turn back in reality need a strong lesson in reality. All those believers are in-direct and direct responsible what religion does to this world. You as believer are responsible for the many deaths of innocent children, because you keep a story in life that is far away from reality. Religion is mass murder, so believers are mass murderers to keep this fiction in stand, and there for i will hate you forever.

Living in a institution

Yes me, with all my problems lives in a protected environment read my short story From my birth till now i have many problems but i am not afraid to show myself. My real father was gone when i am was 4 years old my mother was a woman with lots of problems and lot of alcohol abuse. From 8 til 10 in a child institution from 11 til 20 in a child institution. After my age of 20 have done things that i want to forget fast, with a alcohol problem and social problems i have putting myself in a very dangerous environment. Depression PTSD/PTSS and hypochondriac obsessive problems my world was terrible. 10 years of alcohol abuse has complete destroys me in many forms. in 2016 i had to go to a alcohol clinic where i was for 6 months and yes i do not drink anymore! End 2016 i have put myself free in to a institution for adults and i feel fine where i am. I am not stupid or crazy, i am only myself with my thoughts and opinions. My attraction to children was for a time a huge problem (not in a sexual way) but to be accepted who i am, and with the statement i never have and will have the intention to harm children NEVER! its a part of my life, its a part that is created by the environment in my life. I am open minded and that has created lot of problems for me, but this is who i am with anti depression medication and sleeping medication for my sleeping problems. I am not unhappy with the thoughts so many children living in a terrible world where they are harmed by their environment. I am just a person just like you, but i am different and glad i am.

We are with many so we are powerful

2020: Covid, Black lives Matter, hysterical actions, lockdowns, the new world order. Countless things we have to talk about now in 2021. Mass media create so many problems that so much people can not see that they are the problem of a society. So many people are relying on governments and media, the critical people are hidden and need research to find them. Research every source, our problem mass media shows you. In the Netherlands we have a tradition with fireworks in 2020 they have forbid fireworks, but the people have show that they love their traditions and now we must take the control. Scientist and lot of doctors are complaining that governments not listen to simple solutions about the covid virus. Vitamin D and Zink for example has proved and created great results against Covid. Like again the mass media ignore this, and only indoctrinate about the vaccines. We are with many, we are everywhere we need to research every source, there are many source’s where you can find realistic and common solutions for problems in a society. You must always remember that where you read your news they are written because you want to read them. Please aware that media is a huge mind controlling system that are always connected with governments.

The new word is: research!

My short story

Most people that has read here, knows about my feelings for children. And this are not feelings like sexual only, its so much more then most people think and read in our most trusted judging media. My life? An alcoholic abusive family that put me away in child institutions, psychically abuse, the worst kind of family you can even imagine. 15 years in a institution and still are! In 2008 my activism put me in a dark and dark book that you can not also imagine. Put myself in the line to try others understand certain feelings, but its not easy to stand in-line where others abusing children in the matter i always have take distance from it. My intentions are separate feelings and deeds, real feelings for children includes never abuse them, never harm them, and try to protect them, that is my definition of my feelings. But so many people coming in to the news and are classified with this feelings that has nothing to do with my definition of feelings. And every time i feel the responsibility to correct it, i am not them, i do or have never think about that kind of things. The problem is if one hooligan is violence then all others are also. There is no more separation, we all get labeled and we all must suffer from others deeds. Still now after 15 years of alcohol abuse and scars from trowing away outside the society, i still see how many children are being abused in many forms! How they become the future slave of this capitalistic system. Me i can do nothing anymore then only write about it. It has broke me, it has damage me, but i never stop feeling for the ones they deserved to feel. I have not the intention to write about it, but sometimes i need to, and think i am more then only that, read my blog, read read and you will see i am not that person that media tells you. My mission will never change, to be there for all children, to give them a happy life, to let them know how this world works. And all people that abuse children must be terminated, because i am not them and they are not me!

If you have questions do not shame to ask them.

I come out of the closet!

You want probably a explanation because of my earlier post before this one. The pictures North Korea, Russia, and communism in general are my greatest wish to combine this 3 pictures in to one. My political views are a mix between Cuba, China, Russia, North Korea, a controlled media and a controlled religion are important issues for me. No system is a good system, i like the idea to isolate people and country’s that control their people trough religion. Religion has no place in the real world and again it must be banned and smashed out of people!

We need a strong force to break the Americans and their allies and Israel that illegal country has to stop to exist.

Its not Islam, its religion in total that must be banned, it causes to much wars, deaths, and for many a unhappy life.

The resistance is growing!

No not me our my blog (that is not that important for me) but i see the signs that the world are going to stand up against the mass media and the rich people that wants control about everyone. We critical thinkers are being censored on multiple social media platforms. When you think you are dangerous, when you obey you are a perfect citizen. I had never the intention to be a normal citizen, there is always things to fight for or against things. My life is about activism, never have the intention to obey. The underground resistance is moving inside and outside (non-violence) things i have already told about the system, we are under pressure because of the system, we need pure socialism with strong leaders that are willing to die for there country. Make media less important, stop the fake democracy because it can not work when we allow multiple cultures religions in one country. Black and white is not a discussion, behaving and culture and religions are the discussion.

As always: We must think for our self! Don ‘t be the sheep, you can still fight for your rights! Fight for others rights!

This is when you have to wake up

Hello? Somebody there that still thinks freely? Glad that i have your attention. Normally people don’t come here, because its to radical, my writings are not perfect either. Does not make me that human? To make mistakes in a public form like my blog? You have to deal with my mistakes, because perfection is not around here, and why perfect? Look around, look at your country, look further to that. What are your thoughts on this moment you read this? Mah forget social media, forget television, forget everything people has told you. Forget what you have hearing. Seems to be the solution to enter perfection. Technology is just great, it will and do control your lives for ever. And no i am not a god person (let me laugh for a moment) i am not al about doomsday but i am for sure that technology will destroy us. All things we have about electronics are connected to the internet, yaey! Good, its fucking handy! Yes its handy, but your local, our your country in general are using it to do other things. Media (thousands of sources) bringing you the news about ‘the killer virus’ it manipulate several things, to reach to you it focusing on your fear and your responsibility’s you have. Slowly the world gives its responsibility’s in the hands of governments that already has the need to control everything we do. Again take look around, look at your family when you are together, look at you kids, and think again how vulnerable you are when you lose control over your own life and that from your family, is this really what we all want? It might you have a house, a car, a dog maybe, my opinion cats are more my thing. But you are stuck between your responsibility’s and your lovely government that has to need to control, to put fear, to let you behave like they want. Just again hello? You still reading, you might think its bullshit and it might is! I am just asking are you thinking? How are you going to cover your weak spots? How do you think this will all end?

So many questions for you to think about, just don’t forget that you have read this bullshit, because sadly its needed that it has to written. And i do not stop, not so long all corrupt /media/country’s/governments/religions/ has to do. This is when you serious has to wake up! Fight for your right to exist and to protect what is yours.

Included some imperfections…

Who the fuck is QAnon?

Discussions about pedophilia are highly taboo do you have or experience any problems with this then i can lead you to professionals. Because its important you are safe and others are safe.

So let me say this first: Who the fuck are they? Never have heard of them since exactly now. Most things they say are things i am already saying since i can think and eat on my own. We already know that media is a hoax and that they are a massive danger to us all, except the rich that controls them. But even for me there is a line: Pedophiles, satanic rituals, its sound to me to a sect that are convinced that all bad things happens is because of the rich and its corrupt system. I can rely on that, but i can not accept the fact that pedophiles are being targeted, by this group. My experience is not what they say, corruption, the covid19 hoax i can agree that there is something going on. Because of my experience with pedophilia i can say that lot of people have trouble with them self. I have already told that in a early post here Society has a obsession with pedophilia

I am not here to promote anything, but i want that everything we experience in life is debatable no hidden group status, no hidden secrets, no labels. Not every dog bite, not every pedophile molest children and people who do, are not pedophiles. The system we live in is a terrible one, so i have some points where i do agree with QAnon, but i do not agree with all of them. Every human is a human, who has troubles need help, who are stepping over the law needs to be punished.

Lets say i will continue following this ‘movement’ and no i do not support trump. Because i hate the United States.

Discussions about pedophilia are highly taboo do you have or experience any problems with this then i can lead you to professionals. Because its important you are safe and others are safe.

Society has a obsession with pedophilia

I am writing and make videos that has some content that viewers and readers might trigger. I want to help you if you have problems with yourself our your feelings.

Discussions about pedophilia are highly taboo do you have or experience any problems with this then i can lead you to professionals. Because its important you are safe and others are safe.

Its not new, but society blames and accusing everyone and everything they can for pedophilia. The word is that Covid19 and Pedophilia are related and bound as one problem. Politicians are pedophiles, they think and blame it all on pedophiles. This obsession for pedophilia is not new and is already going on since the uprising of the internet.

But let me take things clear: Most pedophiles are not abusing children, its mostly a father a uncle, or nephew, or sister or the mother or a grandma or a good friend of the family. And when they come in the news they are labeled as pedophiles. So what we do exactly is criminalize pedophilia (This definition) has nothing to do with most child abusers that rape and killing children. Please keep in mind that pedophiles looking for help to deal with them self, so it will not help if you criminalize a term that does not fit for many people that abuse children.

Abuse: is always target on the weak and on a sadistic way. This has nothing to do with the definition people use, these are wrong terms. Because most pedophiles want help and never have the intention to harm children, those who do harm children are not pedophiles.

Discussions about pedophilia are highly taboo do you have or experience any problems with this then i can lead you to professionals. Because its important you are safe and others are safe.

Statement (Dutch)

Mijn verleden is niet iets om trots op te zijn. Maar ik wil met dit clipje aantonen dat mensen wel degelijk kunnen veranderen. De PNVD moet weg blijven en de mensen daar achter moeten stoppen met het voor anderen nog moeilijker maken dan het al is. Massa controle door de overheid moeten we stoppen, we moeten zelf blijven nadenken. Het is belangrijk dat je niet toegeeft aan censuur maar aan de definitie van vrijheid van meningsuiting.