Living in a institution

Yes me, with all my problems lives in a protected environment read my short story From my birth till now i have many problems but i am not afraid to show myself. My real father was gone when i am was 4 years old my mother was a woman with lots of problems and lot of alcohol abuse. From 8 til 10 in a child institution from 11 til 20 in a child institution. After my age of 20 have done things that i want to forget fast, with a alcohol problem and social problems i have putting myself in a very dangerous environment. Depression PTSD/PTSS and hypochondriac obsessive problems my world was terrible. 10 years of alcohol abuse has complete destroys me in many forms. in 2016 i had to go to a alcohol clinic where i was for 6 months and yes i do not drink anymore! End 2016 i have put myself free in to a institution for adults and i feel fine where i am. I am not stupid or crazy, i am only myself with my thoughts and opinions. My attraction to children was for a time a huge problem (not in a sexual way) but to be accepted who i am, and with the statement i never have and will have the intention to harm children NEVER! its a part of my life, its a part that is created by the environment in my life. I am open minded and that has created lot of problems for me, but this is who i am with anti depression medication and sleeping medication for my sleeping problems. I am not unhappy with the thoughts so many children living in a terrible world where they are harmed by their environment. I am just a person just like you, but i am different and glad i am.